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to X:

I wish i have the guts to let you see what i've written in my book at school yesterday, i want to let you know about my feeling. Maybe i just think too much, everyone says so. But it is just so hard to not to think too much, cause you really mean so much to me, so much , so much. I've planned to send you a text too, but i haven't sent, i think, you'll never get that message. I'm scared, i'm really scared, sometime i feel like you and me are like so close, sometime you're like a stranger to me. Perhaps you don't care about me as much as i care about you, it's okay. =)

you're always my special one